Happy Birthday to me and
What I’ve learned in the past year.
Saturday is my birthday! Birthdays for me often are filled with anticipation of what the next year will bring to me. There is a feeling of anticipation and exhilaration of what is to come plus presents. Who doesn’t love presents?
But I also like to look back and see how my perspective has shifted over the past year. Each year brings new insight into what has happened.
Death card isn’t such a bad card. When you get friendly with it, Death is very helpful. My willingness to work with that energy led me to being able to start My Queen of Wands and sell my product. Something that never happened with my health coaching business.
Something not working out doesn’t mean you failed. I started off as a health coach. It just never took off and I couldn’t find a way to make it work. Notice the word make, lot’s of force was applied, nothing happened. I could barely give shit away. I let it go and recount how much I learned during that venture. Maybe I will come back to this, maybe not. I don’t know. But I do know without that experience my current business would not be where it is.
You do have a choice. It may not seem like it, but you do have a choice. Sometimes the choices suck but you have to work on you to find the choices that don’t suck. I chose to keep on keeping on and find change and choices that made me feel good.
Small shifts can be huge.
No change is too small to work with.
I am living a dream. People pay me to do tarot readings for them and want more. It feels surreal and I love that this is what I do. Even in the middle of 77 free money readings, I was all this is so cool.
I started thinking of the Hierophant as Yoda and Obi-Wan Kenobi. My relationship and understanding of that card has grown so much since that epiphany. The Hierophant is my current year card so we’ll be hanging out for many more months. But I am starting to understand what I need to learn from that card and it is exciting.
You are not behind, you are right where you need to be.
“Fear is the tiny mind killer” Dune by Frank Herbert So fucking true. Fear will tear you down so fast it is not worth it. Now I am not saying you will never be afraid you will be. But acknowledging that fear and sometimes just sitting with it for a while and feeling it can be healing. Sometimes we just need to give fear the finger and act. The great thing about fear is it will be back so you can work on it the next time it shows up.
Self worth and money are linked
especially with female entrepreneurs.
We are good enough and deserve all we desire.