Where have you surprised yourself?
And accomplished what you didn’t think you were worthy of?
Not feeling that you earned, deserved, were worth the accomplishment is a theme I see a lot.
That theme is not based in any reality. You deserve what you accomplish by your hard work. Do not discount what you have done. Celebrate it and own it. Relish in the mistakes it contains and see how they create the beauty in that creation.
You are ever going to get it perfectly correct. Just not going to happen so start being more kind to you and be proud of what you created. No more tearing it apart because it is imperfect.
This week’s piles are Tarot of Dreams and Goddess Divination Tiles
Pile One: Nine of Coins and Snake
What old patterns are holding you back? You can have the good life. But old scripts keep reinforcing old beliefs that aren’t yours. It is time ti move out of them and not live from them any longer. That’s where Snake comes in to help you shed your old skin and create new ways for you be who you are not. Update the parameters of self and find out where that takes you. What feels old and outdated in your life? How do you feel about them and what would it feel like not to live from them?
Pile Two: Three of Wands and Rhea
What are you thinking is so cool but you never act on? It is time to decide if it is simply cool or you really want it. If you don’t want to in real life but enjoy the dream, dream away! If you do want it in real life it is time to plant your acorn and start working on it. Look at the steps that will help you start building the foundation of that dream so you can have it. What do you enjoy dreaming about but don’t really want? How do you use the dreams that you do want?
Pile Three: The Devil and Ishtar
What are you calling bad and is it? Perception is a thing with the Devil and he gets a bad wrap most of the time. A good part of that bad wrap is your perception of what the Devil is. He’s encouraging you to challenge what you think is along with your status quo. Use the light of Ishtar to shine on what you need to look at in your life. Where is your view of a situation creating issues? How can changing your perception of something change it completely?